Can I stop reality for once in my life?

-I think...- she sighed- I think I am scared to grow up.
-What? Why?
-Because... I don't know- she then said, turning around and making her way over to a chair, close to the main desk in the empty, small restaurant Emily, her friend, owned.
-You don't know? Then how can you tell?- Emily said, raising her eyebrows and looking at her.
She went silent for a minute. -Well.. uh... I guess I do know.
-Then?- Emily said, close to sounding desesperated.
-'Then' what? I mean, I just don't want to, that's about it.
Emily's face was missing an expression but she took a seat, just in front of her, hesitantly.
-I would like to listen to your twisted ideas.- Em complimented, giving Lisa a smile she wasn't able to give back.
-Okay... I just, I feel like there's no going back once you grow up. ¡It's know! Alice in Wonderland? She only went back once! Narnia? Grew up. Peter Pan remained a boy for a reason.
What after? What else is there? Once you're ahead, there's no going back. I want magic, I want to believe.
-But... it's not stopping and there's no where to go. That... unless you know how to travel to Neverland, I have tried at the travel agency is quite ignorant.
Lisa looked at her and then at the wooden floor.
-Besides, you never actually stop dreaming or 'believing'. You can believe whatever you want and as for magic... you can make your own, Lisa, you are quite a magical person.
She laughed and looked at her, a big smile upon her lips.- If you say so.

Sunny days.

I thought that having a broken heart was terrible. It is. Being in pain, suffering, feeling lost and unlove.
But I realized that even though It was the darkest moment, it's precisely hard to walk into the sun, being sure the sunlight will burn your eyes more than any day.
That takes guts.
So I am proud for trying. Even though sheepishly, I am still out in the sun.