Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you hold back or hide from the light.

(..) But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded that for me
It isn't over.

Don't forget me, I begged, I remembered you said:
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.

I tried. I tried to fight away the ghost, the fear. I tried to pull away from darkness and walk my way.

There was a point where I didn't believe, I didn't believe in anything and of course, this means, I didn't believe in myself. Never, that's a sin.

That's where I was wrong.

Never.

I am wrong in so, so many ways. I tried to control everything around me from exploding away. I tried to hold the energy of a bomb between my hands.

You, I was wrong with you. I pleaded you to let me manage things, I asked you to let me cool down.

You didn't heard.

I was burned and there was fire. Everything turned into fire.

I don't even care if you are reading this right now, I just don't.

I cried, I cried because of you, because you were worth it. You're one of the few.

And I don't care, your fault, my fault. It's all the same.

I am way too weak to keep fighting, I am getting sick, my troath, my knees, my heart.